An Apology, A Pause, A Promise

Published on 12 April 2026 at 15:37

It feels strange sitting down to write this, knowing how much time has passed since my last post. February came and went, and with it, my plans—plans I was genuinely excited about, especially for Black History Month. I owe you an explanation, and more importantly, an apology.

I had every intention of showing up consistently, of creating meaningful content that honored Black history in a way that goes beyond surface-level recognition. Because the truth is, Black history isn’t confined to a single month—and certainly not the shortest one of the year. It is rich, layered, global, and deeply embedded in the fabric of our world. It deserves time, care, and ongoing attention.

But life had other plans for me.

In early February, I was hospitalized with cellulitis, and what I expected to be a short disruption turned into an extended and difficult period that lasted into March. It was physically exhausting, mentally draining, and, if I’m being honest, overwhelming in ways I didn’t anticipate. During that time, writing—something I usually turn to—became something I simply didn’t have the strength for.

Coming out of that experience, I needed time to recover. Not just physically, but mentally too. There’s something about being forced to pause your life that shifts your perspective. It makes you realize how quickly things can change, how plans can fall apart, and how important it is to give yourself grace in moments when you can’t show up the way you want to.

But even in that pause, one thing didn’t change: my passion for what I started here.

So this isn’t just an apology—it’s a promise.

A promise that I’m not abandoning the work I set out to do. I will still be highlighting Black history, not as a delayed obligation, but as an ongoing commitment. I want to dive deeper, go beyond what’s typically covered, and explore stories that deserve to be told all year round.

I also want to expand that focus by covering African countries—their histories, cultures, contributions, and voices. Too often, these narratives are overlooked or condensed into something far too small to capture their significance. That’s something I want to change, even in my own small way.

This space has always been about intention, honesty, and growth—and that includes acknowledging when I fall short.

Thank you for your patience, whether you’ve been here from the beginning or you’re just now finding your way to this blog. I’m still here. I’m still committed. And I’m ready to move forward—with more purpose than ever.

Let’s keep going.

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Amy Johnson
a month ago

Glad to hear that you are feeling better, Yaz. Praying that you continue to heal. 🙏🏻🙏🏻

Tonya Hatton
a month ago

I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that. Health always comes first—really glad you’re doing better and taking your time. Sending you so much love 🤍

Lucy Bradford
a month ago

I’m so sorry you went through that. I’m really glad you’re taking the time to heal and that you’re back.

Tim D.
a month ago

So sorry you went through that.

Gretchen Johnson
a month ago

I’m so sorry you went through this. Cellulitis is incredibly serious—my aunt had it, and we ended up losing her limb because of it. It was one of the hardest things our family has gone through.

Reading this really hit me. I’m truly glad you made it through and are taking the time to heal. Please continue to take care of yourself.